"Well," Bene begins, twisting his mouth to one side as he considers how to phrase it.
"Um, I went to my parents', after... our whole thing. And there was a room there, where I was, and I didn't think I'd ever seen it before." He combs his hair back with his fingers, settling his head down with his chin on his arm.

"But I think I actually like. Did. ...I think it's real. And that's."

He chews his lower lip for a moment.

"...bad."